Regret of losing First Love

Hi! This is Sam. Today I'll be talking about my first love. Well why first? cause it didn't last.

Each one of us always wants to hear that three magical words. Love comes when you least expect.

Usually most of us don't have any idea about what we should do when you are in "relationship". Over possessiveness, freaking out are some of very common reactions. My life is no different from others. I freaked out, became too possessive, emotional turmoil and what not!

Right from the beginning I tried to maintain a low profile by not giving too much importance but as time went on & things started to take unusual turns we found ourselves amidst of family as well as social issues. Love became secondary in our life.

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We were poles apart, an invisible wall and silence became our constant companion. We decided to take a break. We continued messaging and occasional meet but that spark is nowhere to be found. Within a week or so we started to move on but none of us didn't even think about to resolve anything. A competition of ego destroyed the last thread that kept us together. Finally we were back to singles club.

I regret my decision and wouldn't even try to justify my foolishness. Love makes you blind- yes it does, but in my case it was ego, immaturity that lead me to lose my first Love.